Today's big thought: How can I take steps forward without being too hard on myself? Become closer at excellence in my studies, but not try to bite off more than I can chew? Life isn’t always going to sectioned off for me so nicely, like it is here in University. I do need to learn self discipline. I believe I have a good mind. God gave this body a good mind. hmm...
Maybe blogging isn’t such a bad idea… I suppose the biggest worry is that people won’t relate. Scratch that- I think half the time I spend hours and hours trying to correct that statement: what the biggest worry is. Truth is there are many worries, way to many to try to count and way WAY too many to find the biggest- if that's even a real thing.
Additionally somewhere along the line I became afraid of people knowing I believe in God. But I do. I mean, I really shouldn't go around trying to make friends on some weird lie. Corinne Bahia Taborn (almost Mazloum) does believe in God, and doesn't exist without that belief. I'd be somebody else if I didn't. It's funny- the fear of being judged.
Today. Was a long day. Maybe I'll come back to this. Perhaps not.
